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2008 Demos

by Jesse Shepherd-Bates

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We gave it our best shot, but there’s no doubt This thing we call us has finally struck out There’s no reason to argue, no reason to pout There’s nothing to do now but roll with the drought Oh I guess We’ve drawn our very last breath So when I turn my back Don’t turn me around There’s no reason for that That’s a path we’ve been down As I go through the scrapbooks I forgot to make Full of all of the pictures I forgot to take I start feeling familiar aches But those are withdrawals I’ll just have to shake Oh I guess We’ve drawn our very last breath So when I turn my back Don’t turn me around There’s no reason for that That’s a path we’ve been down
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If I’m still alive at 85 And the doctors are trying in vain to find That feisty little old pulse of mine I’ll tell ‘em you took it to the place you hide And you won’t give it back No, you won’t give it back I asked you nicely, I asked you twicely I’ve even given you good advicely But you hangin onto me like a cheap little ragdoll And I don’t like it one bit But you won’t take me in No, you won’t let me in
3.
Why do you listen to the devil on your shoulder? His advice is acidic, why do you heed it? I’m not out to get you, but you’re out to get you my kamikaze girl How can you focus on impending loss with your head on my shoulder? Your defense mechanisms can be muted You’ve got to replace them with the song that you’re hearing.
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Apollonia 03:11
Heart palpitating at a propeller's pace Firework ribcage, shock struck face Oh, Apollonia Hair carressing, thoughts compressing Wordless speeches concealed with a kiss Oh, Apollonia
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After the first time I laid eyes on you Had I gone blind I don’t think I Would’ve minded missing anything After the first time I heard your laughter Had I gone deaf what would be left That would be worth hearing anyway? If I had known that you had loved me As I loved you then, as I love you still Would we both still be so unfulfilled If I had told you how I adored you As you loved me then, as you love me still Would we know the regrets we could have killed Would we know all the sights, the sounds and thrills Would we know how close we came to running out of time
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You were as easy to miss as a parade, ticker-tape eyebrows on your face Back then we were hit by a thunderbolt, but lately you have grown so cold If you love me then love me, or leave me alone I’ve never liked ticking time away in limbo But that’s right where you’ve got me and you’ve locked the door Though indecision’s a trait that we both share, I can’t keep up with all this hot air Wishy-washy may work on dishes my dear, but it doesn’t work here, you know this is clear If you love me then love me, or leave me alone I’ve never liked ticking time away in limbo But that’s right where you’ve got me and you’ve locked the door
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You can keep the posters that I lent you I’ve got nowhere to hang them anyway You can keep the presents that I sent you Unused and confused though they may lay But you can’t keep my conversations And you can’t keep my heart And if one day a look back leads you to temptation I suggest you find a new place to start You can keep the books I told you to read I’ve already read them once or twice You can keep the globe my Papa left me I hear it makes your kitchen look quite nice And you can keep all my jackets and sweaters In fact I’ve got a few more to spare And you can keep my sonnets and love letters You were a wonderful muse, it’s only fair But you can’t keep my midnight phone calls And you can’t keep my embrace And if one day you find you don’t want to be alone after all You better hope it’s not too late Cause I know too well how you can change From a hand-me-down to a hand grenade But I never say never so you can keep me in mind
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Baby Jesus, won't you save me from the dark?
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Almost Again 02:57
It was so close It was under your nose But still you ended up almost again Now you can taste it You can feel it But you know you’ll end up almost again Keep on trying, keep trying Till you fail If you keep trying At least you can say you did So now you see Why you can never leave Even if you end up almost again Now you can taste it You can almost feel it So don’t you worry if you’ll end up almost again Keep on trying, keep trying Til you fail If you stop trying You’ll never know what could have been
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An Update 04:11
Turning in the minutes and tiring through the hours There’s been some kind of missing groove Feeling full of tin it’s been like tugging at two towers Every time I’ve tried to move But lately there’s been a change I’ve seen I feel like I haven’t felt since I was sixteen It’s come as quite a shock to my routine I’ve got an update if you happen to ask I’m in love babe and it’s a blast So don’t worry about our mixed up past Times are changing and it’s time to take off our masks Now the debate comes on just what to do It shouldn’t be so much like chess but I’m afraid it is It’s funny how this state comes when you walk in the room Everything just shuts right off like it’s an eclipse Yeah lately there’s been a change in my brain I find I keep laughing when I hear people complain I’ve got this smile that’s getting harder to contain I’ve got an update if you’d like to know I’m in love babe and I’ve got to gloat So don’t worry ‘bout no undertow Times are changing and it’s time to let your heartbreaks go I know it’s not like me To be oh so sappy But I can’t seem to hold this down And I know I’m being bold But I’ve watched this love unfold And I need to let you know I’ve come around
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August Theme 02:52
I’m gonna tie myself up to a willow And no I will not make a move I’m gonna cling for dear life to this pillow And no I will not leave this room If you try to call me you won’t reach me I’m just gonna let the phone ring And if you try to visit you won’t see me I’m just gonna let the doorbell ding dong ding dong ding Now you see why not to shake this bottle Now you get to watch it explode!
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From Florida’s sands To the coasts of Iceland I’ve been evading you But just when I thought you’d lost my trail You come out of the blue Please don’t holler at me I’m cute as a button don’t you think So now we’re here, tapping our toes Completely caught up in the throws Of words that don’t convey what we mean There’s no point in going home We’re in the garden that we’ve grown From seeds of deceit and sinister schemes Please don’t reprimand me I’m cute as a Siamese cat don’t you think You thought I wouldn’t know What you’ve been up to all this time You landed that killer blow A along time ago but I’m done being benign Oh go ahead and wink at me I’m not as whipped as you think
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I've been late for every date for the last three years I've had my fair share of scolding fill up my ears And I've been looking for a way to get on track Then I heard a theory by a reasonable man He put things in terms that I could understand Thaddeus Crown's got this monkey off my back So I'm living like Thaddeus Crown Writing everything down So I'll never ever forget A single smile or frown When my notebook gets full I'll file it With all the others I've been compiling Things have gotten so easy, so easy for me I'm the posterboy for punctuality I'm just having so much fun making it work Well it may be a crutch but I really don't mind It may be a crutch but still I find Having a crutch is better than feeling like a jerk So I'm living like Thaddeus Crown Writing everything down So I'll never ever forget A single smile or frown When my notebook gets full I'll file it With all the others I've been compiling
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What I Know 01:59
I’ve been contemplating option after option but I think I’ve got to open this can of worms There may be slowing but there’s no stopping certain situations from causing concern And I know you may just let me down easy But oh at this point I don’t care And although all those speed bumps precede me I know what I know Mmmmm, yet another night of silence, well maybe not silence but words filled with fluff Mmmmm, I’ve made up my mind to try this new course of action but baby it’s tough And I know you may just let me down easy But oh I’m prepared for that And although people say you just tease me I know what I know
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Jesse's demos, recorded throughout 2008

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released December 31, 2008

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